First day back at school and things went just as I imagined. A lot of sitting around in the offices. The teachers I work with were at a meeting, so no teaching today. I got my schedule and nearly had a panic attack. Not one class would work with my schedule. I managed to calm myself once I realized that the elementary school doesn’t start until next week and the high school teachers weren’t there, so I have some time to sort out this mess. I ended up lesson planning and talking with some of the teachers for most of the day. Even though nothing really happened today, my loneliness is pretty much gone. It’s nice to have something to get out of bed in the morning for. I’m so American. As much as I hate to admit it, I feel like my existence is useless unless I am productive.